"InsAnItY"
I hate this world
I hate this life
Don't want a guy
To call me his wife

When you see me
I'll be dead
And it woun't be
Inside your head

Used to be
The smartest kid
Used to like the
Things I did

Now I can't stop
Freaking out
I just want to
Get it out

What the hell
Happen'd to me
Away has gone
The former me

Freezing inside
Starting back
Everything start
Getting black

Death surrounds me
Pris'ner childe
All my mind
Is runn'ng wilde

I hate this world
I hate this life
Don't want to live
So give me my knife



Shattered Reflections
I wish I had a mirror
For memories fade away
To only once look back
On yesterday's today

To hold it in my hand
To look, to see, to cry
To wonder who I am
So I'd never wonder why

To shine it on my soul
And hope to see my heart
To hold it there forever
Until it falls apart



Fading
Deep red petals falling down.
Post fall leaves will hit the ground.
Blue clothes, washing starts to fade.
Heat disappears with the shade.
Little rocks taken by the stream.
Old gray eyes might lose their gleam.
Fad, fading, where do they go?
Grass is covered by the snow.
Things will fade, most everything ends.
When nothing's left, we have our friends.



Ugly Lies
A black rose
A weeping willow
A sleeping daughter
A dying mother
Tears, Drugs, and Lies
A new lie
A new start
Each and every day
Same thing
Same drugs
Same lies
Same tears
Each and every day
Tears, Drugs, and Lies
Ugly lies
Beautiful truth
Do you want to dig into
The mortal life
Of the horrible family
All together now



Nothing Said
It happened again...
I said hello and heard no hey.
It happened again...
There's nothing to say.
Who really knows?
Who really cares?
Who really studies?
Who just stares?
At freaks like me...
At people like you.
At old men like he...
At sickness that grew.
Maybe the man thought
I was mad, stupid, ignorant, or insane.
Maybe the old man didn't
Want me on this plain.
Or maybe he just looked at me
And simply said...
"I don't know about this kid...
She looks fucked up in the head."


If You're Lost For Words"
If you're lost for words,
Become found for actions.
If you're lost in life,
Become found with reactions.
Stop searching for who you are
And remember where it started.
Life is a flight in motion,
Soaring since departed.
Words are a puzzle,
That will never be compleated.


Yours Truly,
Cara Sherfick
Ours Truly,
This Life